"Lying all alone
wishing you would call
writing all my thoughts
has broken all my bones
you gave it all up
you threw it all away
there's nothing i can do
what do I think you've done
you know its even worse than whats in my head
you dont believe me when i tell you
I dont want to be a fraud
and pretend that everythings fine
I wont be here when you get home
I'm not gonna sit here and die
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride
I'll be just fine
You read me like a book
You know I'm running out of ways to
stand up
I won't believe you when you tell me
these old habits die so hard
there's no intervention in sight
there's no point in calling you
we're just gonna stand here and fight
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride
I'll be just fine, fine
You fill my head with endless lies
You're killing me, I'm killing time
I'll be just fine
So maybe one day
the pain will go away
and I will see your face
I won't even care
I'm changing all the locks
'cause I can't change you
I'll follow through again this time
I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride
I'll be just fine, fine
You fill my head with endless lies
You're killing me, I'm killing time
I'll be just fine
I'll be just fine "
this song is about.
"Lying all alone wishing you would call writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones you gave it all up you threw it all away there's nothing i can do
what do I think you've done you know its even worse than whats in my head you dont believe me when i tell you I dont want to be a fraud and pretend that everythings fine I wont be here when you get home I'm not gonna sit here and die
I'll follow through again this time I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine
You read me like a book You know I'm running out of ways to stand up I won't believe you when you tell me these old habits die so hard there's no intervention in sight there's no point in calling you we're just gonna stand here and fight
I'll follow through again this time I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine, fine You fill my head with endless lies You're killing me, I'm killing time I'll be just fine
So maybe one day the pain will go away and I will see your face I won't even care I'm changing all the locks 'cause I can't change you
I'll follow through again this time I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride I'll be just fine, fine You fill my head with endless lies You're killing me, I'm killing time I'll be just fine I'll be just fine "