Lyric discussion by amandaplease 

Cover art for Black Dresses lyrics by Spill Canvas, The

ok...i didn't get losing his virginity out of any part of this song.

i think it's just talking about being with this girl that means so much to him that he would die for her, and to lose her would be suicidal for him.

he has grown up and now he knows real pain and he can never go back to his childhood when everything was easy and fun.

he is saying that it all happened to fast and that he wishes he could have been more aware that things were going to be that complicated

this is a beautiful song....it's sounds so depressing, but it's so depressing that it makes you like it..i listened to it on repeat while i was going to sleep the first time i heard it......pretty.