[girl, 18]
yeah, chipping never lasts. especially when the rest of your world around you crumbles, like your boyfriend moving far away and your best friend being sent off to rehab forever, and you being all alone all the time. then you dive down deep into the habit because it's all you have to feel okay, numb, if only for a while.
when i posted that comment, i already got to the needles because the taste of smoking it was gross to me. now i have a fixation with needles. i think it will be harder to break that, then it will be to break the actual drug addiction. i don't know, it's weird.
[girl, 18] yeah, chipping never lasts. especially when the rest of your world around you crumbles, like your boyfriend moving far away and your best friend being sent off to rehab forever, and you being all alone all the time. then you dive down deep into the habit because it's all you have to feel okay, numb, if only for a while.
when i posted that comment, i already got to the needles because the taste of smoking it was gross to me. now i have a fixation with needles. i think it will be harder to break that, then it will be to break the actual drug addiction. i don't know, it's weird.