A lot of Maria Mena's song have references to cutting, so I don't think that the cuts, bruises, and scars are emotional metaphors. I think that the girl (or guy) in the story wasn't taught how to handle their emotions (But everything I am is what I was taught to be) and so they deal with them through self-harm. Someone finds her and she attempts to explain herself. I think when she says "And as you read my words out loud make me sound genius make me sound special" that she's being sarcastic, extremely. She realizes she has a problem to an extent. I don't know, just my thoughts.
A lot of Maria Mena's song have references to cutting, so I don't think that the cuts, bruises, and scars are emotional metaphors. I think that the girl (or guy) in the story wasn't taught how to handle their emotions (But everything I am is what I was taught to be) and so they deal with them through self-harm. Someone finds her and she attempts to explain herself. I think when she says "And as you read my words out loud make me sound genius make me sound special" that she's being sarcastic, extremely. She realizes she has a problem to an extent. I don't know, just my thoughts.