I don't think the jerking off thing is inappropriate at all. The narrator is just being honest about what he has been up to, and I think that is just a crude way to say that he thinks about his ex-lover constantly. I definitely see the homosexual aspect of it, but it's not clear enough to concretely confirm or deny.
I don't think the jerking off thing is inappropriate at all. The narrator is just being honest about what he has been up to, and I think that is just a crude way to say that he thinks about his ex-lover constantly. I definitely see the homosexual aspect of it, but it's not clear enough to concretely confirm or deny.