"i was lying when i said i was looking north. i was too scared to show what i am"
the whole song can be summed up with that
through spencer's problems lately, he kept telling everyone that he was looking up, and things were getting better.
but he knew they really werent. then finally, he's like "this is defeat."
kind of a sad ending, but i think the whole album is a concept of him getting over it all.
:]
"i was lying when i said i was looking north. i was too scared to show what i am"
the whole song can be summed up with that through spencer's problems lately, he kept telling everyone that he was looking up, and things were getting better. but he knew they really werent. then finally, he's like "this is defeat." kind of a sad ending, but i think the whole album is a concept of him getting over it all. :]