ehh, i'd say its about leaving a harmful relationship behind
the 'good old friend' has saved him from that relationship, but he's scared that he will "look back" and get his mouth "filled with gravel" again by that girl. Also, he wishes he could lose the "excitement apprehension" he feels for this woman, probably the Anti-Mother with the whole cd refers to
ehh, i'd say its about leaving a harmful relationship behind
the 'good old friend' has saved him from that relationship, but he's scared that he will "look back" and get his mouth "filled with gravel" again by that girl. Also, he wishes he could lose the "excitement apprehension" he feels for this woman, probably the Anti-Mother with the whole cd refers to