Silently

its about ending a relationship even though you didnt want to. like seeing things getting bad so u just break up with the girl before she breaks up with you. thats what he means by "i hurt myself when i shut this all away". its also about feeling like crap and not having anyone to talk to about your problems. complete lonliness. i feel this all the time, like no one can hear me as im screaming on the floor. i can relate to this song so much. beautiful song