it's possible that "product of my surroundings" means he's talking about himself in the first line, that he has no more love trust respect or loyalty for others because of what he sees around him every day or it could mean that there isn't anymore love, trust, respect or loyalty and soon he's going to become a product of that himself
it's possible that "product of my surroundings" means he's talking about himself in the first line, that he has no more love trust respect or loyalty for others because of what he sees around him every day or it could mean that there isn't anymore love, trust, respect or loyalty and soon he's going to become a product of that himself