there's a small mistake in the lyrics
it's "silent joys" not "violent joys"
i think this song is about a girl who was hurt either emotionally or physically by her first "love" and she's so scared that it will happen again that she is cutting herself off from love for the rest of her life
there's a small mistake in the lyrics it's "silent joys" not "violent joys" i think this song is about a girl who was hurt either emotionally or physically by her first "love" and she's so scared that it will happen again that she is cutting herself off from love for the rest of her life