biles1234,
i think you may be stretching context to suit what you believe. i don't think some hint of sexuality is wrong but i don't feel your evidence supports masturbation or pornography as effectively as it would a primal urge/feeling/emotion. the "seeing you smile" analysis concerns me as well, i don't really follow where a porn star comes in from the narrator's observation and musings upon a simple smile. (wouldn't a porn star come across cheaper?)
biles1234, i think you may be stretching context to suit what you believe. i don't think some hint of sexuality is wrong but i don't feel your evidence supports masturbation or pornography as effectively as it would a primal urge/feeling/emotion. the "seeing you smile" analysis concerns me as well, i don't really follow where a porn star comes in from the narrator's observation and musings upon a simple smile. (wouldn't a porn star come across cheaper?)