I think the song is about a man who abuses his girlfriend but pays her afterwards and still feels guilty. He's wasteing all of his money on her that's how it's killing him but he wants to prove to her that he is a mature man. But he's just not able to. He's used to paying her to abuse her but he's so addicted her he can't help it.
I think the song is about a man who abuses his girlfriend but pays her afterwards and still feels guilty. He's wasteing all of his money on her that's how it's killing him but he wants to prove to her that he is a mature man. But he's just not able to. He's used to paying her to abuse her but he's so addicted her he can't help it.