Personally I interpret this song as a sad one about how the narrator doesn't want to have to go through a bad part of their life (and that the bad parts of the life seem almost cyclic) and so they are choosing an extreme form of escapism, possibly in the form of hallucinogenic drugs, because from personal experience whilst doing mushrooms in my earlier life sometimes the trip would feel like the sun just wrapping around me.
Personally I interpret this song as a sad one about how the narrator doesn't want to have to go through a bad part of their life (and that the bad parts of the life seem almost cyclic) and so they are choosing an extreme form of escapism, possibly in the form of hallucinogenic drugs, because from personal experience whilst doing mushrooms in my earlier life sometimes the trip would feel like the sun just wrapping around me.