firstly: it's awesome I'm the first person to comment on this band!
k, back to the song:
ok its clear he's writing a letter or diary entry about something he's done wrong, or that was done to him. he keeps saying "leave me alone" and you have to wonder if he's talking about his conscience or another person:
"why are you, my conscience, needed for"
also he says
"dont beat me for long, your fists are heavy, filled with hate" and again this could mean his guilt/conscience is beating him or it could mean he was attacked. maybe someone hit him because they were angry that he lied to him: "cause I have seen how lying pays"
k so maybe he lied to his girlfriend about something and she hit him in anger and they broke up and now he's writing about how guilty he is...
except it says "this conversation with myself has taken place before" so maybe this is something he has done before
firstly: it's awesome I'm the first person to comment on this band!
k, back to the song: ok its clear he's writing a letter or diary entry about something he's done wrong, or that was done to him. he keeps saying "leave me alone" and you have to wonder if he's talking about his conscience or another person: "why are you, my conscience, needed for" also he says "dont beat me for long, your fists are heavy, filled with hate" and again this could mean his guilt/conscience is beating him or it could mean he was attacked. maybe someone hit him because they were angry that he lied to him: "cause I have seen how lying pays" k so maybe he lied to his girlfriend about something and she hit him in anger and they broke up and now he's writing about how guilty he is... except it says "this conversation with myself has taken place before" so maybe this is something he has done before