a current girlfriend is lying, decieving, and it's been going downhill for a while "the killers quietly beat me down"-and finally otep wants to get revenge.revenge being the "ride" she's talking about. since otep is getting treated like shit "going down in flames", she wants to make sure her girl feels the pain to "you'll burn with me".
maybe by 'smiling and pretending it never mattered anyway' this whole thing will be easier, people often tell themselves they don't care, to build a fake sense of strength or assurance.
so, otep is tired of waiting for things to be good again, tired of striving for attention from the one she loves.
a current girlfriend is lying, decieving, and it's been going downhill for a while "the killers quietly beat me down"-and finally otep wants to get revenge.revenge being the "ride" she's talking about. since otep is getting treated like shit "going down in flames", she wants to make sure her girl feels the pain to "you'll burn with me". maybe by 'smiling and pretending it never mattered anyway' this whole thing will be easier, people often tell themselves they don't care, to build a fake sense of strength or assurance. so, otep is tired of waiting for things to be good again, tired of striving for attention from the one she loves.
sound alright?