I think the song is about loving someone but hating the things they do and in a way feeling repulsed by them and yourself for your feelings. Also that repulsion paired with a conflicting emotion is madening and the only way to save yourself is to leave them behind and find something untainted by their memory.
I think the song is about loving someone but hating the things they do and in a way feeling repulsed by them and yourself for your feelings. Also that repulsion paired with a conflicting emotion is madening and the only way to save yourself is to leave them behind and find something untainted by their memory.