so here's what i think, im sure im no where near correct:
he's learning more and more about himself, he can't figure out if he got into fame by his own talent or if he was molded into being an icon.
"I view so many faces form a tower up above
neglected inner wants and hungers for what I love" =
he sees everyday people having normal lives, while he's always watching his back with his fans and haters, and he cannot live a normal everyday life, so he tries to ignore everything, and can not have what he wants, or his "inner wants", and he might hunger for that, or hungers for the music, im not sure. dont quote me on this :P
"cluttered bunched black eyed and voiceless
I fill up the sugar cup to stay up at night in my black upabove" =
he's like an outcast or something filty, (i just picture homeless addicts for some reason, nothing against them), and he can't express how he feels. the next line reminds me of cocaine, how the "sugar cup" keeps him up at night in his upabove tower..
the next part makes me think of his flaws, and how he hates them and his problems with himself, and how he's lying tohimself and everyone about how he's happy..
the next part i think he's talking about how everygirl he's with theres only attraction, its only sexual and he wants something more, not just what goes on in his "tower".
the last part might be about how he's so hard on himself, and through everything, he still hates himself and everything. im not sure.
ahh i dont know, im sorry this post is so long, imm lame.
so here's what i think, im sure im no where near correct:
he's learning more and more about himself, he can't figure out if he got into fame by his own talent or if he was molded into being an icon.
"I view so many faces form a tower up above neglected inner wants and hungers for what I love" =
he sees everyday people having normal lives, while he's always watching his back with his fans and haters, and he cannot live a normal everyday life, so he tries to ignore everything, and can not have what he wants, or his "inner wants", and he might hunger for that, or hungers for the music, im not sure. dont quote me on this :P
"cluttered bunched black eyed and voiceless I fill up the sugar cup to stay up at night in my black upabove" =
he's like an outcast or something filty, (i just picture homeless addicts for some reason, nothing against them), and he can't express how he feels. the next line reminds me of cocaine, how the "sugar cup" keeps him up at night in his upabove tower..
the next part makes me think of his flaws, and how he hates them and his problems with himself, and how he's lying tohimself and everyone about how he's happy..
the next part i think he's talking about how everygirl he's with theres only attraction, its only sexual and he wants something more, not just what goes on in his "tower".
the last part might be about how he's so hard on himself, and through everything, he still hates himself and everything. im not sure.
ahh i dont know, im sorry this post is so long, imm lame.