This song is about depression and the questions amounting from the religious programming that was shoved into his head. It seems to me the veil is being lifted from his eyes and he's not liking what he sees. Religion is not "wisdom", it's a means of crowd-control and full of lies. Turning to religion in your depression pushes you closer to the grave. He's beginning to see this when he writes this song and he's rejecting it,
"Everything you push inside my head
And I'll reject it until I'm dead".
This song is about depression and the questions amounting from the religious programming that was shoved into his head. It seems to me the veil is being lifted from his eyes and he's not liking what he sees. Religion is not "wisdom", it's a means of crowd-control and full of lies. Turning to religion in your depression pushes you closer to the grave. He's beginning to see this when he writes this song and he's rejecting it, "Everything you push inside my head And I'll reject it until I'm dead".