This song is about someone who thinks they are making the right decisions, but really has made all the wrong ones. Putting faith and trust into an individual who has hurt them badly, but they still love them. The lyrics "What is this I'm after searching for disaster" is saying they are with someone who they know will hurt them, but they love the person to much to just let them go. Good song, deep lyrics.
This song is about someone who thinks they are making the right decisions, but really has made all the wrong ones. Putting faith and trust into an individual who has hurt them badly, but they still love them. The lyrics "What is this I'm after searching for disaster" is saying they are with someone who they know will hurt them, but they love the person to much to just let them go. Good song, deep lyrics.