I think it might be to do with breaking up with someone but she's really scared of breaking up. So she dresses up, i guess in the sense of taking someone out to a meal then breaking up with them. But inside, she is super scared. The something to find could be confidence to do that. But I think she has mixed feelings about breaking up with this person, and this metaphorical monster is there to do the breaking up ie tearing out the strings connected to our hearts. Afterwards, she feels relieved that she has done the break up.
I think it might be to do with breaking up with someone but she's really scared of breaking up. So she dresses up, i guess in the sense of taking someone out to a meal then breaking up with them. But inside, she is super scared. The something to find could be confidence to do that. But I think she has mixed feelings about breaking up with this person, and this metaphorical monster is there to do the breaking up ie tearing out the strings connected to our hearts. Afterwards, she feels relieved that she has done the break up.