For me, this song is more about a relationship than anything.
"Close to madness
So demanding, I can't breathe anymore
I'll never be the same again"
-- Pretty much it's a controlling relationship and he feels hovered. The person he is in a relationship with is so demanding that he just can't breathe and he feels trapped and so he has to watch what he does. He feels like he'll never be the same again or himself.
"Please forgive me, and forget me
'Cause it's calling my name
I'll never go back again, back again, back again, back again"
-- Here he is just saying "forgive me, forget me, move on because I am and I'll never go back to you"
"Can I find some more misery?
If it can't be you, then it must be me, and"
-- He's unhappy and he just wants misery because he does love that person and he wants to see them happy so he'll bend over backwards to make them happy. He's also blaming himself for the relationship issues.
"Can i find some more for me?
I'll never know, I'll never go back again, back again, back again"
-- here he's kind of being sarcastic but also getting himself out of the relationship like "can i get any more misery? don't know because I'll never go back again". He's realizing the relationship is getting out of control and it's not equal.
"Cold September, I remember
Wishing I was away"
September isn't always warm, it depends where you really are. So the guess of it being an oxymoron or contradicting because September is "warm" isn't entirely correct but it isn't incorrect either. But I take this as he does wish that he was away from this person because they were just cold and I guess "warm" (according to a previous post). Throwing him off because the person showed two completely different sides.
"I'll never be the same again
Please forgive me and forget me
Cause it's calling my name, it's calling, it's calling it's calling, it's calling, it's calling"
-- He'll never be the same (like before), and he just wants to be forgotten and forgiven. Something is calling his name, he's realizing this isn't how the relationship should be and he wants to get out of it.
"Time to time it gets easier
Time to time it gets easier again, again, again, again..."
-- With the same mistakes going on over and over again, it's getting easier for him to just leave and realize the relationship isn't exactly what it once was and that he was caring for the person more than they really cared about him.
Sorry if my interpretation on the lyrics have been confusing and scattered all over the place. It's a good song, but it being about drugs or a relationship.. I guess that's the band to fully know and to share it.
For me, this song is more about a relationship than anything.
"Close to madness So demanding, I can't breathe anymore I'll never be the same again" -- Pretty much it's a controlling relationship and he feels hovered. The person he is in a relationship with is so demanding that he just can't breathe and he feels trapped and so he has to watch what he does. He feels like he'll never be the same again or himself.
"Please forgive me, and forget me 'Cause it's calling my name I'll never go back again, back again, back again, back again" -- Here he is just saying "forgive me, forget me, move on because I am and I'll never go back to you"
"Can I find some more misery? If it can't be you, then it must be me, and" -- He's unhappy and he just wants misery because he does love that person and he wants to see them happy so he'll bend over backwards to make them happy. He's also blaming himself for the relationship issues.
"Can i find some more for me? I'll never know, I'll never go back again, back again, back again" -- here he's kind of being sarcastic but also getting himself out of the relationship like "can i get any more misery? don't know because I'll never go back again". He's realizing the relationship is getting out of control and it's not equal.
"Cold September, I remember Wishing I was away" September isn't always warm, it depends where you really are. So the guess of it being an oxymoron or contradicting because September is "warm" isn't entirely correct but it isn't incorrect either. But I take this as he does wish that he was away from this person because they were just cold and I guess "warm" (according to a previous post). Throwing him off because the person showed two completely different sides.
"I'll never be the same again Please forgive me and forget me Cause it's calling my name, it's calling, it's calling it's calling, it's calling, it's calling" -- He'll never be the same (like before), and he just wants to be forgotten and forgiven. Something is calling his name, he's realizing this isn't how the relationship should be and he wants to get out of it.
"Time to time it gets easier Time to time it gets easier again, again, again, again..." -- With the same mistakes going on over and over again, it's getting easier for him to just leave and realize the relationship isn't exactly what it once was and that he was caring for the person more than they really cared about him.
Sorry if my interpretation on the lyrics have been confusing and scattered all over the place. It's a good song, but it being about drugs or a relationship.. I guess that's the band to fully know and to share it.