I can relate. Maybe not in the way Jimmy meant, but whatever. ^^; Here we go:
Oh no feels like I'm falling Away from myself
When I was on meth, I did not feel like myself ... felt like I was some twisted version of myself. Not me. It was something that is hard to put into words. I have always felt like I have known who I am ... so, when you are acting differently than you would normally for bizzare reasons, it tends to bother a person.
Outside feels like it's calling, calling, calling, calling, calling ...
Reminds me of how it did not seem to bother me about what was going on inside my house (the troubles I was causing my family and friens), but rather what was waiting for me outside of this place. Something that, at the time, I felt made me feel better. Helped me pull myself away from my guilt.
What an idiot I was. But, anyway, that's my two cents.
I can relate. Maybe not in the way Jimmy meant, but whatever. ^^; Here we go:
Oh no feels like I'm falling Away from myselfWhen I was on meth, I did not feel like myself ... felt like I was some twisted version of myself. Not me. It was something that is hard to put into words. I have always felt like I have known who I am ... so, when you are acting differently than you would normally for bizzare reasons, it tends to bother a person.Outside feels like it's calling, calling, calling, calling, calling ...Reminds me of how it did not seem to bother me about what was going on inside my house (the troubles I was causing my family and friens), but rather what was waiting for me outside of this place. Something that, at the time, I felt made me feel better. Helped me pull myself away from my guilt.What an idiot I was. But, anyway, that's my two cents.