Obvious meaning here. Breaking up with your first love because you just don't feel it anymore, and need to be with other people to understand what love is again. Almost feeling like you might be missing the point you've just been with this one person for so long, and you feel close to him but just...it's not exciting. Despite this, you still doubt yourself a bit and don't want to upset him.
I really like the background, what is that, a xylophone or something? It has a real childhood feel to it.
Obvious meaning here. Breaking up with your first love because you just don't feel it anymore, and need to be with other people to understand what love is again. Almost feeling like you might be missing the point you've just been with this one person for so long, and you feel close to him but just...it's not exciting. Despite this, you still doubt yourself a bit and don't want to upset him. I really like the background, what is that, a xylophone or something? It has a real childhood feel to it.