this song is about a guy whose in love with a girl who has ruined his self esteem. she has lied and cheated on him many times. it messes with him psychologically but he tells himself things will get better because she loves him so its fine.
however, he just discovered that she is in love with a man who left for the military (to the east coast). she is only with him because she cant currently be with her true love until he gets back in a couple years.
he tells himself that if things dont get better; if he doesnt meet someone else who can save him from this ocean of depression and denial soon, he will kill himself. at the end he cries out in desperation, realizing that things arent going to get better.
this song is about a guy whose in love with a girl who has ruined his self esteem. she has lied and cheated on him many times. it messes with him psychologically but he tells himself things will get better because she loves him so its fine. however, he just discovered that she is in love with a man who left for the military (to the east coast). she is only with him because she cant currently be with her true love until he gets back in a couple years. he tells himself that if things dont get better; if he doesnt meet someone else who can save him from this ocean of depression and denial soon, he will kill himself. at the end he cries out in desperation, realizing that things arent going to get better.