Lyric discussion by sop 

Cover art for Tie My Rope lyrics by Children of Bodom

the actual lyrics:

Dear diary, what have I done? Am I trippin' or am I alive? Once I've decided I've got stories to tell No way in hell was that just another muthafuckin' dream Doesn't matter cuz I already know how it feels to WAKE UP WITH

Body like a roadmap of pain Mind like a landfill of shame Tie my rope one more time

Dear diary, had I known what I told you last night I would've never walked there to start another fight Banging my head on concrete wall, while knockin' on wood Thinking it that's gonna do any good when I WAKE UP WITH

Body like a roadmap of pain Mind like a landfill of shame TIE MY ROPE

Tell me once, I decline, I refuse to learn Shoot me twice but I'm not going down I will climb the rope you tied for me Beat me up while I'm still alive

(copied from cobhc.com)

they're the same

They were edited to that after he posted. Gah, trivium fans (jokes).