I think ejownz6 is pretty much what I think as well.
He embarked on an idealistic life shunning money & materialism & the faith that the wheel of chance will turn his way. He may have even 'dragged along' a partner into this with him, 'Trust this man & let it flow' but in the end he has led himself & his partner into perhaps ruin - at least he regrets the choice he made but it is too late. A mid life crisis?
I think ejownz6 is pretty much what I think as well. He embarked on an idealistic life shunning money & materialism & the faith that the wheel of chance will turn his way. He may have even 'dragged along' a partner into this with him, 'Trust this man & let it flow' but in the end he has led himself & his partner into perhaps ruin - at least he regrets the choice he made but it is too late. A mid life crisis?