I dont think u got it right, azraw. The "beauty" he found was the beauty of temptation, the lust to end one's life, after which we has confronted with dissapointment in himself ("Falling ideals"), and the desire to take his own life because he cant live with himself after what he did.
"But everything has its end
I've done my deed
The final bullet was always meant for me!"
I could be wrong though, this is just my way of seeing it.
I dont think u got it right, azraw. The "beauty" he found was the beauty of temptation, the lust to end one's life, after which we has confronted with dissapointment in himself ("Falling ideals"), and the desire to take his own life because he cant live with himself after what he did. "But everything has its end I've done my deed The final bullet was always meant for me!"
I could be wrong though, this is just my way of seeing it.