Even if you don't bother to learn anything about Nikki, just reading the text of this song should give at least a hint that he was depressed:
"I didn't speak to a single person today. I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas."..."One, I have no friends left"
--He figures that no one cares about him anymore, and that he would ruin their day just by talking to them.
"If I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life."..."I could have killed someone. Or better yet, myself."
--Suicidal usually = depressed.
I don't know how anyone could read this text and not come to that conclusion.
Even if you don't bother to learn anything about Nikki, just reading the text of this song should give at least a hint that he was depressed:
"I didn't speak to a single person today. I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas."..."One, I have no friends left" --He figures that no one cares about him anymore, and that he would ruin their day just by talking to them. "If I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life."..."I could have killed someone. Or better yet, myself." --Suicidal usually = depressed. I don't know how anyone could read this text and not come to that conclusion.