Kirk feels extreme guilt for his past decisions and the ones which he may or may not be partaking in at the moment.
I've looked into the man's eyes when he is playing and there is a sincerity there which is likely to crush most chest cavities.
The "fuel" which he is draining from this certain individual is certainly not helping him in the long-run but he craves it despite the after-effects. this "fuel" could be anything from drugs, to pussy, or merely a sense of companionship.
Kirk feels extreme guilt for his past decisions and the ones which he may or may not be partaking in at the moment.
I've looked into the man's eyes when he is playing and there is a sincerity there which is likely to crush most chest cavities.
The "fuel" which he is draining from this certain individual is certainly not helping him in the long-run but he craves it despite the after-effects. this "fuel" could be anything from drugs, to pussy, or merely a sense of companionship.