this song is about nikkis grandma nona passing. he was so strung out that he did not even go to her funeral. he did not even cry when he found ut she died cuz he was to fucked up. nona ment the world to nikki. she took care of him. she was like a mother to nikki. also did not go to the funeral becouse he did not want to face his mother and his family. so he sat at home watched MTV and felt guilty
this song is about nikkis grandma nona passing. he was so strung out that he did not even go to her funeral. he did not even cry when he found ut she died cuz he was to fucked up. nona ment the world to nikki. she took care of him. she was like a mother to nikki. also did not go to the funeral becouse he did not want to face his mother and his family. so he sat at home watched MTV and felt guilty