it about him losing, most likely, a girlfriend. the felling i get from the sample at the end is he is illustrating that a fight pushed her a way and now he has nothing more to than wither in die in his apartment, his grave. On an unrelated note "He heres the little girl in the upstairs apartment enjoying herself on what might as well be his grave" is one of the best lines i have seen in lyric poetry or any other lyric form.
it about him losing, most likely, a girlfriend. the felling i get from the sample at the end is he is illustrating that a fight pushed her a way and now he has nothing more to than wither in die in his apartment, his grave. On an unrelated note "He heres the little girl in the upstairs apartment enjoying herself on what might as well be his grave" is one of the best lines i have seen in lyric poetry or any other lyric form.