Going to Your Funeral Part I Lyrics

Lyric discussion by SilverEagle 

Cover art for Going to Your Funeral Part I lyrics by Eels

"going to your funeral and I’m feeling like a fool no one’s gonna take the blame thinking about the days of hanging out behind the school"

I'm pretty sure this is about the funeral of one of his friends that passed, not his sister or mother. Actually, I think his mother is discussed in the first verse, his sister in the second, and his friends in the third. Pretty overwhelming stuff.