My 2 Cents: It's from the perspective of a transexual woman dumped by a str8 dude who couldn't handle her being trans.
Evidence:
"I’ll get my operation on the N.H.S
Will it cure my blushes will it bring out my best?
Some will say I was a woman pretending to be a girl"
The NHS pays for transsexual surgery, and the narrator seems to be looking forward to it making her more attractive to men.
"Fantasize about how happy you’d be with a girl tonight"
She feels sorry for herself by imagining the boy wishing for a real girlfriend, rather then whatever she is.
My 2 Cents: It's from the perspective of a transexual woman dumped by a str8 dude who couldn't handle her being trans. Evidence: "I’ll get my operation on the N.H.S Will it cure my blushes will it bring out my best? Some will say I was a woman pretending to be a girl" The NHS pays for transsexual surgery, and the narrator seems to be looking forward to it making her more attractive to men. "Fantasize about how happy you’d be with a girl tonight" She feels sorry for herself by imagining the boy wishing for a real girlfriend, rather then whatever she is.