This is about someone who is depressed and maybe apathetic because of it. He wants desperately to feel something again and what is more jarring than a car crash or bomb dropping, etc.? He isn't speaking literally, obviously, but he wants something of that magnitude to occur so he can feel the pain and see if he can get through it.
This is about someone who is depressed and maybe apathetic because of it. He wants desperately to feel something again and what is more jarring than a car crash or bomb dropping, etc.? He isn't speaking literally, obviously, but he wants something of that magnitude to occur so he can feel the pain and see if he can get through it.