I remember the first time I listened to this song, I was pumped from listening to In The Future To Come, so when I heard the first ten seconds of it, I skipped it because I wasn't in the mood. Later, I decided to give the song another chance, and when I listened to the lyrics, I was shocked because they reminded me so much of myself:
I do think about the past too much
I do cry a little more often than most guys
People do think I'm crazy, and maybe I sort of am
There are tons of things everyone else understands, that I don't
I do try to act mature, but I always fail miserably it seems
I won't say my life has been filled with suffering though
And I do think I've wasted a lot of my life
I would love to live in my own perfect world, but a lot of people do I suppose, but I do seem to spend a little too much time in it
I have occasionally fought "for my life" against suicide
But I'm not ready to die and I "want to carry on"
And I feel very lonely A LOT
I guess this is the song that is most accurate to my life that I know of.
But I suppose this song WAS more likely written about someone who lost a lot of friends, suffered from a mental illness, or kept working to fulfill a dream that never came true and people called him crazy for believing in.
I remember the first time I listened to this song, I was pumped from listening to In The Future To Come, so when I heard the first ten seconds of it, I skipped it because I wasn't in the mood. Later, I decided to give the song another chance, and when I listened to the lyrics, I was shocked because they reminded me so much of myself: I do think about the past too much I do cry a little more often than most guys People do think I'm crazy, and maybe I sort of am There are tons of things everyone else understands, that I don't I do try to act mature, but I always fail miserably it seems I won't say my life has been filled with suffering though And I do think I've wasted a lot of my life I would love to live in my own perfect world, but a lot of people do I suppose, but I do seem to spend a little too much time in it I have occasionally fought "for my life" against suicide But I'm not ready to die and I "want to carry on" And I feel very lonely A LOT
I guess this is the song that is most accurate to my life that I know of.
But I suppose this song WAS more likely written about someone who lost a lot of friends, suffered from a mental illness, or kept working to fulfill a dream that never came true and people called him crazy for believing in.