i've been through that too.
i ended a relationship not because it was what i really wanted, maybe partially, but i didn't want to be involved anymore and i kind of wanted to deprive myself of any good that could come of it. and i wanted him to hurt. and then i realized that i kind of missed him, but i didn't want to, and i felt pathetic for the whole thing.
i've been through that too. i ended a relationship not because it was what i really wanted, maybe partially, but i didn't want to be involved anymore and i kind of wanted to deprive myself of any good that could come of it. and i wanted him to hurt. and then i realized that i kind of missed him, but i didn't want to, and i felt pathetic for the whole thing.