i think it is about the rev (or anyone) going back in time and talking to the person who commited suicide and telling him the effects that it had on people and that he shouldnt do it. "i wonder how he could have let you die" maybe hes talking about the dad or the friend letting him go through with it.
"what you had was real to me"
like he had a good life and they were good friends with each other.
thats what i think,,,,, if it makes any sense,,,,
i think it is about the rev (or anyone) going back in time and talking to the person who commited suicide and telling him the effects that it had on people and that he shouldnt do it. "i wonder how he could have let you die" maybe hes talking about the dad or the friend letting him go through with it. "what you had was real to me" like he had a good life and they were good friends with each other. thats what i think,,,,, if it makes any sense,,,,