I think this song's about someone commiting suicide or at least attempting to.
The first verse saying how they're depressed drinking and basically not caring about anything anymore 'this has been a long time coming'
The chrous is saying how they think killing themselves is a way to win in their life but how it's not really because it's only really 'the beginning', 'a fake ending' just a coward trying to 'make themselves a way out'
The second verse with the angels i think means you had friends who were there willing to help but you're so far gone that he no longer sees them. and then the pills are pretty self-explanitory how he tries to kill himself.
The third verse by sleep he means die and he asks is it bittersweet? like is this really how you wanted it to end? and what do you see? reflecting on their life as they wait for the pills to kick in and all the memories that at the very end will 'tear you into pieces' and really destroy you because it's too late.
I think this song's about someone commiting suicide or at least attempting to.
The first verse saying how they're depressed drinking and basically not caring about anything anymore 'this has been a long time coming'
The chrous is saying how they think killing themselves is a way to win in their life but how it's not really because it's only really 'the beginning', 'a fake ending' just a coward trying to 'make themselves a way out'
The second verse with the angels i think means you had friends who were there willing to help but you're so far gone that he no longer sees them. and then the pills are pretty self-explanitory how he tries to kill himself.
The third verse by sleep he means die and he asks is it bittersweet? like is this really how you wanted it to end? and what do you see? reflecting on their life as they wait for the pills to kick in and all the memories that at the very end will 'tear you into pieces' and really destroy you because it's too late.