I like this song alot. I can totally relate to this in a lot of ways. I pretty much spent the last four years of my life as a complete drug addicted drunk. The funny thing was, was that before I ever did drugs I bought a bag of coke and brought it to my mother trying to explain to her that I couldn't take my problems any more and they weren't giving me a way out. All she did was yell. All she does is yell. When I was in college she would call me hammared, it was really sad. I definately couldn't take it. I surrounded myself with untrustworthy friends and people because I didn't want to bring the good/nice people down. I always felt sorry and tried to protect people from me. I started changing my life but I was stuck in a bad enviornment and there were too many problems that I couldn't handle. I'm not a control freak but if someone is burdening me with their problems and they don't listen to my advice but keep it up I can't take it. I tried reaching out for help but I had no friends to turn to. I tried reaching out to an exboyfriend who popped up but he couldn't even give me a straight answer... I always thought people were nicer... I guess I was really wrong. I always thought that if you couldn't help someone, you would find someone who could... I was wrong. That is what this song means to me.
I like this song alot. I can totally relate to this in a lot of ways. I pretty much spent the last four years of my life as a complete drug addicted drunk. The funny thing was, was that before I ever did drugs I bought a bag of coke and brought it to my mother trying to explain to her that I couldn't take my problems any more and they weren't giving me a way out. All she did was yell. All she does is yell. When I was in college she would call me hammared, it was really sad. I definately couldn't take it. I surrounded myself with untrustworthy friends and people because I didn't want to bring the good/nice people down. I always felt sorry and tried to protect people from me. I started changing my life but I was stuck in a bad enviornment and there were too many problems that I couldn't handle. I'm not a control freak but if someone is burdening me with their problems and they don't listen to my advice but keep it up I can't take it. I tried reaching out for help but I had no friends to turn to. I tried reaching out to an exboyfriend who popped up but he couldn't even give me a straight answer... I always thought people were nicer... I guess I was really wrong. I always thought that if you couldn't help someone, you would find someone who could... I was wrong. That is what this song means to me.