He was over at his friend's house, they were both drinking. He has a thing for his friend, but his friend is straight - or so his friend says.
"Why is it I can't kill my…" basically means, why can't he kill his own curiousity?
"Then there was this kiss/He said that he couldn't resist/And was I aware of what I missed?" basically means, they kissed. But, since he was so drunk he doesn't remember a thing.
He was over at his friend's house, they were both drinking. He has a thing for his friend, but his friend is straight - or so his friend says. "Why is it I can't kill my…" basically means, why can't he kill his own curiousity? "Then there was this kiss/He said that he couldn't resist/And was I aware of what I missed?" basically means, they kissed. But, since he was so drunk he doesn't remember a thing.