To me this song is about unrequited love. He fell in love with this girl and she said she likes him but apparently doesn't want to be with him for some reason.
"am i nothing in your eyes?"
(he wonders if she cares about him at all)
"the malice i should feel for your deceitfulness
somehow always escapes me"
(he feels like he should hate her for what she has done to him but he can't find it in him to stop loving her)
To me this song is about unrequited love. He fell in love with this girl and she said she likes him but apparently doesn't want to be with him for some reason.
"am i nothing in your eyes?" (he wonders if she cares about him at all)
"the malice i should feel for your deceitfulness somehow always escapes me" (he feels like he should hate her for what she has done to him but he can't find it in him to stop loving her)