Perhaps its not from the character's perspective at the beginning of the song and it's like the earth is speaking to him, telling him that she will only bring him pain and then he comes to realize that all colors fade,etc and he "disappears" so to speak and he gets lost in the vast sorrow of life while he hears the ringing of the spheres (Mi Fa Mi or Misery, Famine, Misery)
Perhaps its not from the character's perspective at the beginning of the song and it's like the earth is speaking to him, telling him that she will only bring him pain and then he comes to realize that all colors fade,etc and he "disappears" so to speak and he gets lost in the vast sorrow of life while he hears the ringing of the spheres (Mi Fa Mi or Misery, Famine, Misery)