I believe this songs tells the story of a regular guy who has become bored & frusterated with the complexity of life/living in society and at times, just sits and watches the pouring rain, thinking "what the hell am I going to do?" and just being extremely depressed and wanting to go back to simpler days of living with his family and not by himself, he wants to go home. Knowing he is above the mundaneness of everyday life though, he finds the strength within himself and says "fuck the past, fuck my depression, EVERYTHING is in MY hands right now, if I want to be happy and better my situation, I have to do something about it, not just fucking sob and watch the rain wishing for a miracle" And he does just that, and I hope becomes truly happy, but still watches the rain from time to time, thinking of how much it held him back and helped him at the same time.
I believe this songs tells the story of a regular guy who has become bored & frusterated with the complexity of life/living in society and at times, just sits and watches the pouring rain, thinking "what the hell am I going to do?" and just being extremely depressed and wanting to go back to simpler days of living with his family and not by himself, he wants to go home. Knowing he is above the mundaneness of everyday life though, he finds the strength within himself and says "fuck the past, fuck my depression, EVERYTHING is in MY hands right now, if I want to be happy and better my situation, I have to do something about it, not just fucking sob and watch the rain wishing for a miracle" And he does just that, and I hope becomes truly happy, but still watches the rain from time to time, thinking of how much it held him back and helped him at the same time.