it kind of sounds like hes talking about taking drugs maybe painkillers together and numbing out the pain and steeling away together
but i think it also think it might be that hes just numb to her after everything they've gone through, and that he wanted to be with her but she locked him out and that was all there was to it
it kind of sounds like hes talking about taking drugs maybe painkillers together and numbing out the pain and steeling away together
but i think it also think it might be that hes just numb to her after everything they've gone through, and that he wanted to be with her but she locked him out and that was all there was to it