I think he wants an ex girlfriend back- he loves her and misses her
"These false starts, these small meals
They're for my, for my starving hands" - He's referring to her kind of leading him on making him think she's going to but not exactly doing so
"How much longer do we have to wait" - Obviously how much longer he's gonna have to wait for her
"I pretend almost every, every other night
That this body and it's entirety belongs to me" - He pretends that she's already his again
I could be totally wrong, but that's kind of what I got from it
I think he wants an ex girlfriend back- he loves her and misses her "These false starts, these small meals They're for my, for my starving hands" - He's referring to her kind of leading him on making him think she's going to but not exactly doing so "How much longer do we have to wait" - Obviously how much longer he's gonna have to wait for her "I pretend almost every, every other night That this body and it's entirety belongs to me" - He pretends that she's already his again
I could be totally wrong, but that's kind of what I got from it