i heard that the lead singer used to be an addict and he's now a reformed Christian.
from my perspective it seems as if he was in a place in his life where he wanted to die. but he just kept finding reasons to live. even if it was something small like good memories.
"I coulda chilled at will but i didnt know how to DIE."
this whole verse seems kind of like he may be saying how hes pulling on his childhood memories to keep him together.
"in a typical day, we'll stay, to see what's gonna last"
saying how wondering what the day might bring may be reason enough to stick around..
"i coulda died, but i chose to live here instead"
this seems like he may be talking of how he was ready to die, but found a better maybe more spiritual place to be
"ive been woken and ive been broken but this time, its gonna change..."
to be woken and broken is almost always reference to being saved spiritually, saying that youve been awoken to a new aspect of life, and how God breaks you completely before building you back up to the way your meant to be.
i heard that the lead singer used to be an addict and he's now a reformed Christian.
from my perspective it seems as if he was in a place in his life where he wanted to die. but he just kept finding reasons to live. even if it was something small like good memories.
"I coulda chilled at will but i didnt know how to DIE." this whole verse seems kind of like he may be saying how hes pulling on his childhood memories to keep him together. "in a typical day, we'll stay, to see what's gonna last" saying how wondering what the day might bring may be reason enough to stick around.. "i coulda died, but i chose to live here instead" this seems like he may be talking of how he was ready to die, but found a better maybe more spiritual place to be
"ive been woken and ive been broken but this time, its gonna change..." to be woken and broken is almost always reference to being saved spiritually, saying that youve been awoken to a new aspect of life, and how God breaks you completely before building you back up to the way your meant to be.
maybe im way off though, haha