I think when she says that she misses someone she never met, she is talking about that if she decides to kill herself or spend each day waiting for death then she'll miss out on meeting someone that may help her through her depression - to me it shows that she feels as though there is nothing more to her life but is still hopeful that something will refresh it.
I think when she says that she misses someone she never met, she is talking about that if she decides to kill herself or spend each day waiting for death then she'll miss out on meeting someone that may help her through her depression - to me it shows that she feels as though there is nothing more to her life but is still hopeful that something will refresh it.