I think he is talking about that general and natural sense of impedeing doom. His own nervousness and anxiety. then the song goes into how drugs seem to temporarily relieve it for him. because once its done, it comes back. it seems to me he recognizes the vicsous cycle. The part "My body's running....", feels like utter hopelessness. in the last verse i think he is talking about trying to find the answer but also at the same time having the feeling that the search is futile. and being scared that he might actually find it. i dont completely get this though. "Like a drug in the water"= melting spoon. the riot will soon come following mixture of drug with water in the melting spoon. "a punch in the stomach......." abuse from step father causing this. fact: 90% of drug addicts were abused/neglected in some way by the same sex parent. This song, among others, has impacted my life profoundly. thank you elliott.
I think he is talking about that general and natural sense of impedeing doom. His own nervousness and anxiety. then the song goes into how drugs seem to temporarily relieve it for him. because once its done, it comes back. it seems to me he recognizes the vicsous cycle. The part "My body's running....", feels like utter hopelessness. in the last verse i think he is talking about trying to find the answer but also at the same time having the feeling that the search is futile. and being scared that he might actually find it. i dont completely get this though. "Like a drug in the water"= melting spoon. the riot will soon come following mixture of drug with water in the melting spoon. "a punch in the stomach......." abuse from step father causing this. fact: 90% of drug addicts were abused/neglected in some way by the same sex parent. This song, among others, has impacted my life profoundly. thank you elliott.