Despite What You've Been Told

here are the correct lyrics or at least much closer in some ways

I guess by the bloodstain of your lips And the wander of your fingertips I should prove true to my emptyness And stay here

Well i’m just a kid of ill repute But Skin wears my only suit ????? And you you’r just a substitute For the one that i hold dear

You know you could be anyone God forgive my tasteless tongue I never should have been set free

I carve my eyes, i skin my face And beg some how to be replaced That’s how we deal with boys like me

i guess by this world so sick with loss And your services so free of cost I should climb down of my rugged cross And lay with you

But you know by now it’s half past late And i only came here for escape You, you’re just my next mistake Like me to you

You know you could be anyone God forgive your unborn sons I hope they don’t end up like me

I drag my mind through streets of shame Blame myself, forgive the game That’s how we deal with boys like me

But despite what you’ve been told I once had a soul Left somewhere behind A former friend of mine

And i hate to speak so free But you mean nothing to me So if the streetlights they shine bright I’ll be home tonight

I guess by the dim light in your eyes And that to you all things come as a surprise I should set the steel trap of your thighs And dive right in

To you i’m just a confused child Insecure or in denial Go raise your robes, go have your trial I’ll let you in

You know i could be anyone God forgive what i should have done My thoughts enough to kill tv

And yes, i guess i made this bed But i’ll take the sidewalk instead That’s how we deal with boys with me

But despite what you’ve been told I once had a soul Left somewhere behind A former friend of mine

And i hate to sound so true But i mean nothing to you So with the streetlights they shine bright I’ll be home tonight