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To me this means that she has "known for years" that this is not going to work out and that she has been holding out hope. I think that she is describing her feelings as she is at her wits end.
To me this means that she has "known for years" that this is not going to work out and that she has been holding out hope. I think that she is describing her feelings as she is at her wits end.